I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young
Deep down I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes I"d have to pay
And bare my soul
I know I"m not the only one
Who regrets the things they"ve done
Sometimes I just feel it"s only me
Who can"t stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air I miss my friends
I miss my mother I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
When I walk around all of the streets
Were I grew up and found my feet
They can"t look me in the eye
Its like they"re scared of me
I try to think of things to say
Like a joke or a memory
But
