Rilkean heart, i looked for you to give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness and alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connection ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it
I came looking for the next high
And i"m sorry i"ve been putting the search on the wrong place
I understand that you"re confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well that"s a feeling state from then, the reality
With cleaning up my emotional life and getting in touch with
myself I"m beginning to ground
myself in my own sense of being as an entity One entity on the planet,
Becoming truly self reliant
And become connected with something beyond me
That is where i have to go
I"m so sorry i"ve been putting the search on the wrong place
You"re lost and don"t know what to do
But that"s not all of you
That"s your reality today
And that is all okay
I understand that you"re
